People don't like big anymore?

It must be just where you live. As far as I know, men (not boys, but MEN) rather prefer ladies with curves - especially when the curves are above the waist. Guys love big . I used to feel the same way you did. I was a 42D when I graduated high school. I am now 33 years old and I laugh about the boys I went to high school with. They were the same way. They have no idea what they want, they just think they want what's handy. The only reason they are interested in the not-so-well endowed girls is because they haven't grown up yet. When they realize that real women are packing (as I like to call it), they will come around. It may take a while, but they will get there. Don't feel insecure about it. You were born this way. Different is good, not bad. If they have a problem with it, that just shows that they have a problem with themselves and they have to disrespect you in order to make themselves feel better. It took me a long time to realize that this is who I am and the way I was made and I am not going to change. It's the way you are too...and real men LOVE it!!! :) Embrace yourself. There's only one you. Make life great! Love yourself.