I find to be incredibly disgusting?

So I remember the first time I learned about during health cl in elementary school I had to run out of cl and throw up. Then when I learned about tampons I became dizzy and almost fainted. And now I'm 20 years old and the thought of repulses me. I cannot imagine being intimate with ANY guy in that sense, due to which a lot of my relationships have ended. Male disgust me, and the thought of having them anywhere near my body is sickening. Is this at all normal?